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June 26th, 2007



That was an experience I wont soon forget. It was about 100 degrees all the time, I met who I think will be my new best friend andddd for a couple glorious, beautiful days I had my own dorm. Well mine I shared it with this girl named Heather, she's was quite the roomate. She kept loosing her key and laughed at me when I realized I had nothing to sleep on expect this weird plastic bed. I didnt sleep that much so I dont suppose it matters much. 

My group was tre hilarious. There were so many more girls than boys so it there was a huge unbalance in the groups but mine was ridiculous. There was only one guys, his name was Jared and he was  20. He was possibly more apathetic than I was being.....although I did try to make an effort not to be but it was hard when my group leader was this little asian "named" Shirley who kept making us say our names over and over and over again so within the first 2 hours I knew everyone's name in my group AND something odd about them like what was thier favorite color and which: N'Sync or the Backstreet Boys.

THEY HAVE THE SCHOOL COOKIES!!!!! I couldnt get over it, I had so many. 

Then....nothing else really happened except I saw some hilarious people who made me lose my group because they kept talking to me. Fun. 

Oh, I almost forgot! my classes. This is what 1st Semister looks like. 

Monday: Quantitative Reasoning 1 (1-2:15 pm) and Play Production Projects (4-6:20 pm)

Tuseday: Intro to Psych (8-9:15 am) and English Composition (11 am-12:15 pm)

Wednesday: Quantitative Reasoning 1 (1-2:15 pm) and Play Production Projects (4-6:20 pm) 

Thursday: English Composition (11 am-12:15 pm)

Friday: Intro to Psych (8-9:15 am) and Transition Seminar (11 am-12:15 pm)

June 12th, 2007

So I got a letter from Lesley last night informing me that based on my SAT scores I'm taking English Composition and Quantitative Reasoning which means........I'M NOT IN THE LOWEST ENGLISH OR MATH CLASS. THEY OFFER. This might be the first time in ages, it's quite amazing. 

So um....I had a whole livejournal entry written, ready to post the day after graduation about my life over the past 6 months. I'm not chickening out but, after reading it again, I realized it was much more bitter and hostle than I ever intended. 

Here's the most important part: 

I never gave it up. I suppose this is anyone’s confirmation that I am in fact an addict and if it weren’t for my belief in the theory it isn’t physically possible, then I’d say this is really really good evidence. There’s very little to say on the matter. I suppose you’re looking for something like “the sweet slow burn was just a temptress I couldn’t resist” or “my nights were lonely and cold without it” but you won’t find that here. I just enjoy it. 

Well there you go, dont hate me. The lying was the worst part. So basically I'm asking for your forgiveness either because I've been lying to you for 6 months or you're disappointed in me, which ever applies. Just know I'm not disappointed in myself and if I could go back and tell myself not to take that first hit, I wouldnt change a single thing.


May 22nd, 2007

Say Chowdah!


1.Who sits behind you in science?
Uh…our classrooms are set up to build community

2. Last text you received on your mobile?

3. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
“Oh look a fly….”

4. What song are you listening to?
Fell in love with a girl

5. Who does it remind you of?

6. Last movie you watched?
Catch and relase….BAD movie

7. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
none, I don’t live close to ANY of my friends

8.What CD is in your stereo?
No stereo

9. Do you have a job?
Define job…

10. What did you do yesterday?
I went waking and saw the family….they’re oh so Italian

12. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Both, mostly glasses

13. Last person you ditched class with?
Clark, 10th grade spanish….good times, good times

15. Do you trust your friends?
It would be hard to call them friends if I didn’t trust them

16. Who was the last person to call you?

17. What annoys you?
WhEN pEOPLe tpYe LiikE ThiiS

18. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?

19. Next vacation you're going on?
We’re not a traveling people

20. Do you play any instruments?
unfortunatly no

21. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Its hard to believe sometimes, but yes

22. Do you want any piercings?
No more than I have

23. Can you roll your R's?
Always have

24. Did you ever go to Prom?

25. Look out the window:
Distant buildings and trees

26. What are your nicknames?

27. Last time you went to the mall?
Saturday for lunch with Mary

28. Who last IMed you?
Either Tim Karen or Rob…sometime while I was away

29. What kind of music do you like?
Classic Rock

30) whats the last thing you ate?
Claim Chowdah

31. Ever snuck outta the house?
HA, could you imagine it?

32. Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
None, my friends couldn’t live with me

33. Last thing you purchased?
Claim chowder for my cousins and I

34. What's your favorite beverage?
Hm….Sherley Temples

35. Would you stop talking to your friend if they started hooking up with your new guy/girl?
Oh….that is tricky. The sorts I hook up with wouldn’t be enough for any friends to risk their friendship with me so I don’t see it happening

36. Do people ever spell your name wrong?
Sometimes people spell it with a “j”  

37. What's the last compliment you received?
“congratulations on college” that’s what happens when you see distant family members just 2 weeks before graduation

38. Are you watching tv?

39. What are some physical features you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
heh heh I dunno

40. Last time you spent the night at someone's house

Molly’s house with Jenn and Grace Ryan

41. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
I dunno……


May 15th, 2007

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I feel the need to update since I havent seen anyone in such a long time. This is a little weird. The last time I felt this unstructured I was cruzing the South Shore for drug runs and eatting at Johnny Rockets. Oh, those were the days werent they? 

Hows everyone's Senior Project? Wait don't tell me I'll find out during the presentations because to graduation from a nationally recognized college prep school we have to give a power point.....oh dont forget about scrapbooking that's also a graduation requirement. Since I know no one will listen to the presentations I'll give the highlights of mine. I clean cat cages for 2 hours a day and now look like a not so skilled cutter because sometimes they just attack me....I'm very popular amoung the cats. Perhaps someone could advise me on the proper way of handling a cat, this person could also bring me Starbucks and a headache. Sometimes I do paper work. In the past 2 days I've made over 1400 copies, I might just be a whole tree. 

I need a job. I applied for one at the Harvard Coop but I dont think my application looks that great because it appears as though I hardly work. I put the job the summer after freshman year and the place where I get pay check right now...that's about it. I sure as hell wouldnt put last summer's job as a reference. Although half the world already knows because Juliete thinks it's ok to just talk about me. The woman who took my app looked puzzled when my current job and my house had the same address. I said I worked at home......"so I'm never late!" 

She didnt find it very amusing. 

Ah well. Perhaps I could fill out the one from Jasmine Sola. I was so close to actaully doing it but then realized you actually need to wear Jasmine Sola clothes to work there....too bad. 

April 6th, 2007

1. Someone knocks on your door at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
Ohhhhh several people 

2. Your boss tells you he/she will give you a $20/hr raise if you'll do your job naked, do you stay?
oh yes. I’m on record as saying everyone should walk around naked…..

3. Describe yourself in a nutshell:
Make love not war – Italian style 

4. Ever seen a ghost?
I was walking with the ghost. I said please please don’t exist. Really? Not in a context that I thought it mattered. 

6. A reason you would move to Iceland?
I need a reason? Can’t I just go.  

7. A place you've been that you miss?

8. A person that you miss?
If you notice I’d hardly mention names and this is no exception

9. A band/group you thought was cool when you were little?
Biggie Smalls

10. You have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to tell?
No one 

11. Wanna have kids before you're 30?
If I do have kids then yes before 30 

12. A memory from high school?
That time I was in little mary sunshine. We were just discussing that in rehersal last week…..good times, good times.

13. Ever had a crush on one of your friend's parents?
Jim Lalonde looks like Paul McCartney, does that count? I don’t think it does but it’s funny to mention it anyway.

14. Naughtiest thing you've done at work?
Work? What work? You know where there’s work?!

15. Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
I don’t look too much like mary so by process of elimination; gerome.

16. Something you've always wanted to learn how to do?
 Play an instrument – well.

17. If you could be with one person who would it be?
Remember that bit about names? 

18. Where you'd like to be in 10 years?
Canada. I need to learn some french.  

19. Something you learned about life this year?
What an oppurtune time for such a question. If you get that then you know what I learned.  

20. What do you want for your birthday?
a surprise party 

22. Last item you bought yourself?
Food from Panada express 

23. What did you have for breakfast?
….panda express  

25. What's your ring tone?
Silence. The phone as gone MIA

26. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
not enough.

27. Have you ever been tied up?
HAHAHAHA. OMG. YES! Good day. I remember seeing a similar picture of someone else tied up and it was much like that. Except I wasn’t naked.

28. What do you wish you were doing right now?

29. Last time you witnessed a fight?
I was just in one.

30. What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank?

33. Do you like your hair pulled?

Heh heh.

34. Name three places you would like to travel to?
England Austrialia Canada  

35. Is there anyone you want to slap at the moment?

36. Favorite food?

38. Is bigger really better?
I suppose it is. Unless we’re talking about ipods or tumors.

39. What do you think of Brad Pitt?
I rarely do.

40. What do you like to do in the snow?
roll around

43. Do you own anything with a skull on it?
Oh yes. So while we traveled to New York last I bought a pair of pink pajama pants with skulls on them. Well I also decided to wear these and the night of prom, but luckily it wasn’t mentioned. Untill 2 months later. That was a rather spirited conversation that involved other articles of my cothing.

44. Have you traveled to Europe?

45. Last movie you watched:
Amazing grace. Great great movie. Dumbledore’s in it.

46. If you could be anything in the world what would you be?

47. Last sin committed?

The 4th, I’m just guessing because it’s the most likely

48. Last board game you played?
ohhhh it’s been a while. Scene it?

49. Leather or lace?

50. Ever had a black eye?
I’ve never been in a situation in which I would get one  

51. Where do you rent your movies?
I don’t

52. Has anyone said I love you to you today?
You mean other than mary?  

Oh and I'm going to Lesley University. Did I mention that? Well now you know.

March 26th, 2007

Apparently he's not, I however made the mistake of saying he is and I think the parents don't like me as much now. They used to love me, now they just really really like me. Hm, too bad.

What else happened? I tried to get a job at The Hempest but they're not hiring at the moment so I bought hemp lip balm and lotion. Best lip blam and lotion I ever bought....also the most expensive. I mean they are made from imported hemp seed oil^

The other day I realized that the prom form is due this week and I'm no closer to a) getting the money to go and b) finding a date.

Chorale trip time is upon us and for the first time I can't go. It isnt paining me much though, I mean good people are staying and I plan on creating chaos....OMG I just had a thought. Babs and Hodges will be gone meaning miss noel's in charge! ah! Finally my luck is changing....unless terwillger stays. Oh please please Kathy Terwillger if you really cared about me you'd go to France and test me. Or if you wanted to catch me.....either way. Just. Go.

The worst season is upon us again: Spring. Oh how I hate it. I even wrote my college essay about how much I hate it. People laughed at me, but whatever so far I got into 3 schools with that essay so I win. You know why I always win? Because I'm the envy of all my friends.....I couldnt even think that with a straight face.

I have 20 days of school left. Let's list the things I have due 
  - a five page paper about foriegn policy due this week
  - a film reflection 
  - senior profolio including that 4-5 page paper 
  - the flag project
  - what ever the hell Mr.Berman decides to give us 
  - research paper for a street car named desire 
I'd list them in order of importance but then they'd all be in 10th place out of 6.

Hm, I'm concitering blowing all this off in a cloud of smoke*.......

^ contains no THC making it drug free 
*Just kidding......seriously dont narc on me.

February 16th, 2007

1. whats your name spelt backwards? Acilegna
2. What did you do last night? Blew off psych/CWI/math to watch Daily Show/Colbert
3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Uh…..i dunno. OH! A simpsons episode; that one where homer eats that really hot chili pepper and start hallucinating.
4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? Heh heh. No. Maybe I should
5. Last time you swam in a pool? wow. long time. Honestly? Fat Adam’s house with Dana. I met the whole clan and it thunderstormed. Wow, that was a blast from the past.
6. What are you wearing? Hippie skirt
7. How many cars have you owned? -1
8. Type of music you dislike most? None? Anything can be good
9. Are you registered to vote? Of course not.
10. Do you have cable? Mhm
11. What kind of computer do you use? That crappy Toshiba or as I like to call it: Toshita
12. Ever made a prank phone call? I cant not laugh long enough
13. You like anyone right now? The world.
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Both
15. Furthest place you ever traveled? Italy at 16
16. Do you have a garden? Nothing grows up here. Although mary is very proud of her rock garden.
17. What's your favorite comic strip? I know what comic I DON’T like. Family Circus
18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem? Does anyone?
19. Shower, morning or night? Mornings, sometimes both
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? Strangers with Candy
21. Favorite pizza toppings? Everything
22. Chips or popcorn? Both
23. What cell phone provider do you have? Cingular, formally AT&T, in the future at&t
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Does it have a desired effect
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? YEA!.....
26. Orange Juice or apple? Orange/apple
27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with? Monique
28. favorite chocolate bar? screw Score
29. Who is your longest friend and how long? Diana – 14 years
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? Over the summer
31. Have you ever won a trophy? Of course not
32. Favorite artist? Horonermous Bosh
33. Favorite computer game? Text twist
34. Ever ordered from an infomercial? Heh heh
35. Sprite or 7-UP? Ehhhhhhhh. Flat sprite
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work? 1-6 grade
37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens? One of those $1 cans of Arizona Icetea
38. Ever thrown up in public? Infront of a church in 8th grade
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love? Both
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? Always
41. Can exes just be friends? Heh heh of course not
42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? Oh lord…..I dunno
43. Did you have long hair as a young kid? No, short curly afro
44. What message is on your voicemail machine? “Hey it’s angelica…..” or something that boring
45. Where would you like to go right now? Several places including my future college dorm, SF and Far far away
46. What was the name of your first pet? It was a gold fish…..
47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it? LLB; an unread copy of Mrs. Dalloway and other items not of importance
48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone? Mary/Mary
49. What is one thing you are grateful for today? Zener liked what I said today. Well actually she was indifferent which is better than her usual.
50. What do you think about most? lately? Something I wouldn’t admit anddddddddd when is my next drug test

February 3rd, 2007

It's me by the way.

Strangers with Candy rules my life and Stephan Colbert is my secret lover (sorry monique, there was no easy way to tell you). Perhaps I'll drop out of high school become a boozer, user and loser and then come back to NCDS at the tender age of 46. Oh wait, that's what Terwillger is expecting.

For some reason I cant grasp my head around the concept of being that miserable. I hope they're misunderstood and then crucified by the institution as well.

It's been nearly 30 days; my thinking has cleared, my sperm count is up and I can recognize simple shapes and colors. Yes, I'm aware of the fact I said that 10 mintes ago, I just wanted you to hear it again.

Number D, I want a 100 burritos stat, extra guaq on mine!

The nakes brother's band is on and it makes me want to kill myself.

Stephan Colbert is in my fave 5 and his ring tone is "secret lover"

And now on to the realities of life. I'm pretty much on the rise and for some reason Terwillger refuses to believe that. Upon trapping her in her own lies she quickly changed sudjects, thinking that my once THC riddled mind won't be able to keep up. Cunt. Then when I assured her everything was fine and nothing is bothering me she gave me a disbelieving look and said "Mmmmm" Perhaps she wants me to say that I'm a drug addict who cant sleep at night and is quietly dying on the inside. I wouldnt hold her breath if i were her; actually she can. I'm so fond of the color blue. The other day JTT asked me if my nacklace meant anything, wouldnt he like to know. Perhaps he's replaced Paul.

But only perhaps.

September 10th, 2006

Your Inner European is Dutch!

Open minded and tolerant.
You're up for just about anything.

September 5th, 2006

I bought a pair of leggings this afternoon. I dont know what came over me but actually I'm glad it happened. I look pretty damn good in those leggings. 

School offically starts tomorrow. I'm one of out of 5 people in my class who havent had any classes yet. That basically means I have no brain cells and it is impossible for me to take AP classes. The hell with 'em, I say! Although for a person not taking any AP classes I will be having Berman and Zener at the same time. Perhaps I'm biting off more than I can chew. Then again I might also be a pink sea trutle, who knows for sure. 

So I had this doctor's appointment today I should have cancelled but decided to go to anyway. 1). I dont have any STDs and 2). I now have 6 months supply of birth control. A lot of good that does me. I'm giving it away at the low low price of  $19.99 a pack. Just kidding. But seriously.....

Yes, it's over if any of you are wondering. Now I can turn my attention to my one true love; the senior couches. 
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